Wow, it's so much time from the last time I've written a Journal here haha! I'm sorry guys, but in these months I had no motivation for drawing, so I haven't passed so much time here on DeviantArt :/... I was too busy with my studies, and with my personal life...
What can I say? For now I'm following my courses normally, I've passed my first three exams in the end, very soon I'll have to study for another four exams, and then I'll end my first year of my IT course... Hope it will continue well, in the end I think this is my own path, but I still haven't decided what I REALLY want to do in my life, I just know that I love working with a computer, that I don't mind programming, but I would do something related to graphic, too... Something like 3D models looks intriguing, but I still have to take a decision. For now I'm going on with this course, and it's fine.
It's not everything... Meanwhile, something important happened in my life... For the first time in my life, I've felt in love with someone... Indeed I'm a same-sex relationship with this guy, I love him really much, he's so sweet and caring, I cannot live without being with him, or virtually or phisically... Sadly we cannot see each others, for different reasons, first of all cause we haven't said nothing to our parents yet, I would, but he prefers to not do it for now, sadly his family is pretty homophobic and he lives in a very closed-minded society, far more worse than mine ^^''... So for now, we can see each others only one time every three-four weeks, but we are happy together and that's what cares...
So, now I'm pretty sure of what I'm, like I said last time I think I'm pansexual, not only, I'm also demisexual, or as I say by myself, I'm demi-pansexual :3! I've done the Kinsey Test, and it says that I'm a "Predominantly homosexual, but more than incidentally heterosexual" U.U... At least, that's how I feel now xD!
That's all for now, I'll tell you if there will be any news! Bye bye
P.S: Taivas, I love you really much <3 <3!